Sunday, January 14, 2007
MOOOOOO-VEDask me if you want the new url :)
byebye good old flawedd. wont miss ya.
& our love goes round and round;
11:14 PM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
to You.
Its okay. Its fine if you dont want me to be there, just say the word and i swear i'd disappear. Not like i was ever visible in the first place. Just fucking tell me alright? Dont lie, i hate lies. Tell it to my face. You dont want me there, tell me. Dont give me some crap excuse and say sorry, especially when you dont fucking mean it. That hurt so much more. It hurts to know how weak and fragile a decade long "friendship" is. Why you're doing this, i'd never know. Was it something i did? Maybe. But none of that matters anymore. You wont hear from me again, as you wished for.
I've given up all hope.
What we had wasnt friendship, it was just companionship, and you dont need it now, so i should just eff off and die. :) Have a good life.
& our love goes round and round;
8:36 PM
Blame noone, but yourself
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Yes I can only blame myself.
For drifting off into my own world. For wallowing in self-pity. For making it look like the world owes me something. For everything.
And yes i hate God, kill me if you please. I have no faith whatsoever, left.
On a lighter note I had fishball steamboat which comprises of 8 different varieties of fishballs last night. Made me sing along to the dodo advertisment.
"Fishball chickenball all kinds of foodball, i love dodo, shiok shiok!"
of course there were fishcakes and crabsticks too..
"fishcakes crabsticks giving you a-lipstick, i love dodo, shiok shiok!"
Shitake mushrooms were good as well. One problem, no meat! No chicken, no pork, no beef, no mutton, just balls. Lots and lots of balls. Oh there were sausages though.. Overall i was satiated.
Mahjong though, made me lose 9bucks and alot of sleep. (which i swear i need)
I love my family, they give me the motivation to live on.
If i had a little more courage i wouldve been alot happier, i think.
idreadthe17th
& our love goes round and round;
7:53 AM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
A French teacher was explaining to her class that in French,unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine."House" for instance, is feminine - "la maison"."Pencil," however, is masculine - "le crayon".
A student asked, "What gender is 'computer'?"Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into twogroups, male and female, and asked them to decide for themselveswhether "computer" should be a masculine or feminine noun. Each group was asked to give four reasons for their recommendation.
The men's group decided that "computer" should definitely be of thefeminine gender ("la computer"), because:
1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic
2. The language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else
3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory forpossible later retrieval; and
4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourselfspending half your paycheck on accessories for it.
The women's group, however, concluded that computers should bemasculine("le computer"), because:
1. In order to do anything with them, you have to turn them on;
2. They have a lot of data but still can't think for themselves;
3. They are supposed to help you solve problems, but half the time THEY are the problem;
4. As soon as you commit to one, you realize that if you had waited a little longer, you could have gotten a better model.
hahahaha
& our love goes round and round;
10:07 AM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Yay im flying to Shanghai on the 24th of November! I cant wait!
The last time I went to Shanghai.. I was Primary 5 and very short. (yes around 152 i think?) I wore baggy jeans that were disgusting i tell you. Like fugly ahhh. Hahaha so ugly, china teens who walked past laughed. Shut up. No im kidding, continue laughing, cos i am :D
The food.. oh man.. I miss the cheap breakfast! (if its any cheaper.. it'll be a negative price) Wonton soup! DUMPLINGS! OH MANNNN! And and.. im also excited that i'll be on a plane! LOL long time nvr sit plane ma. Cannot? Meh.
Oh and i want lomo cams. Holga, Colorsplash, Action Sampler, Fisheye and all that. But im freaking broke! No work = No income. No incoming, how to outgoing? Hahaha. And believe me when i say ive no allowance at all.
Melsie: I miss you! and yes its very pink.. wanna switch to this template? lol, only thing is the posts box is quite small.. i dont like.
PEETEEASS: i want chocolate too! the LG brand one! now got white chocolate! wooo.. Broke. I love you pts :)
& our love goes round and round;
8:12 AM
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Its days like these that make me all emo again.
The haze is fucking disgusting, damn you indonesian tree burners.
I've come to a point in my life where everything is revolved around me, and just me. I've cut myself away from all friends and family. And at first, it was all good. I felt like i could do whatever i pleased without anyone dissing me. Slowly but surely, everyone was a mile away. And i was right there, smack in the middle, wanting to reach out but found it too late anyway. Hate pretending im happy when im feeling like crap inside. Im done pretending. And im done thinking i dont need anyone. Im gonna get my fucking life back and lead a fucking life. Im not gonna be cooping myself in my room and become a fucking internet persona anymore.
Friends, thanks for the times. Take care.
Cousins, mum, dad, love you.
Anyone else, good night.
& our love goes round and round;
11:20 AM
Monday, September 04, 2006
Well.. Its a start.
I know i know.. Its a little pink.. I know i know.. It doesnt look saaaarrbbish at all.. I know i know.. ok I dont know.
I was lazy okkk. I just went to blogskins.com and there, SOTD. (Skin of the Day) Ok not SOTD but its made by the same person.. Ok im typing incoherently. EH I HAVENT BLOG FOR HOW LONG YOU TELL ME? ok my fault. solli.
For those who know/seen Mayor. Hes huge now ok :D i love i love :D euu wan shee? I dont want to show you leh. >.> solli solli. I lazy la.. this page isnt even properly loaded and im already typing.. If i attempt to upload a picture.. and the whole thing closes i might give up blogging, and being the sentimental person i am i'll probably spend 2mins whining about why i even bothered getting a new template, then get on with life.
hooooo hardo geiii~!
ok gones.
miss me!
& our love goes round and round;
8:59 AM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
OMGWTFBBQPWNZ
i just ordered Mac delivery. THE FREAKING WOMAN WHO ANSWERED THE CALL CALLED ME SIR. "May i have ur name please,
SIR?" waaaa omgomg i am sooo gonna hunt that dorothy down! if she saw me and called me sir it wouldnt be that bad lar. EH WOMAN, you saying i sound like a man isit. TA MA DE.
"your name please, sir?"
"err.. sabrina"
"sorry?"
"SABRINA."
"oh.. miss sabrina, s-a-b-r-i-n-a yes?"
"ar"
"may i have ur order madam?"
WTFFFFFF. go die woman, dieeeee. NOW YOU CALL ME MADAM.
..oh yes more sweet chilli and mayo. remember, or i swear i'll hunt you down..
now that filet o fish better come in 45mins or DOROTHY BLAH BLAH BLAH you are SO dead! sir.. madam.. pFFT.
& our love goes round and round;
10:33 PM